Well, it's been quite some times since my previous post..kemalasan yang melanda ditambah dengan jiwa kacau..huhu.Needless to say,I'd fall for wrong person..again i felt so left out and broken..this uneasy feelings could last a while until i able to find my strength back. Oh my god, this is totally freaking me out..i nearly think he's the right one for me..everything seems beautiful when I'm with him but now only i realized i gotta myself wrong. .as for me,i attracted to him due to his character..he's d coolest guy on earth..i adore him and get knowing him was not a mistake but fall for him too sudden considered d biggest mistake ever..i know he's not tat ready to give any commitment and i also dun have any power to force him to do so..seriously i never felt any kecewa feeling worst than this..i like him and he did say he likes me too and ald consider me as his special one..but we have different thought..i don't have any heart to have any cintan-cintun so called relationship coz i'm too tired for tat and this time i'm looking for the confirm one..looking for my other half or 'husband' to make it short..frankly speaking,i'm so0 into him but i know there's a great man out there who ald made up for me..who tend to share life with me..for what i know,on our way to meet MR Right,there's is MR Wrong..wut can i say now..lesson's learned..get knowing someone deeply then only talk bout love..oh my..when i have a heavy heart,i tend to let music speaks for me..the only song suits me now on is 'Patah Hati' by Ari Lasso..
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