The best is yet to be..:big smile~

Yesterday,i did a blog walking in order to fill my leisure..i came across one blog,sharing an entry entitled 'Doa untuk kekasih'..the contents was so0 in too deep..so i juz share wit u guys here..special credit to the owner;

Dengan nama Allah yang Pemurah dan Penyayang. Segala Puji bagi Allah Tuhan Seru Sekelian alam. Ya Allah, kurniakanlah rahmat dan sejahtera atas penghulu kami Muhammad serta keluarga dan sahabatnya

Ya Allah seandainya telah engkau catatkan..Dia milik ku..Tercipta buatku..satukan lah hatinya dengan hatiku..Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami..agar kemesraan itu abadi..Dan Ya Allah..Ya Tuhanku yang maha pengasih..seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini..ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi..

Tetapi Ya Allah seandainya telah engkau takdirkan..dia bukan milik ku..bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku..Luputkan lah dia dalam ingatan ku..dan peliharahlah aku dalam kekecewaan..

Serta Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yang maha mengerti..berikanlah aku kekuatan..Melontarkan bayangan nye jauh ke dada langit hilang bersama senja nan merah..Agar ku bias bahagia..walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya..

Dan Ya Allah yang tercinta..Gantikanlah yang telah hilang ..Tumbuhkan lah kembali yang telah patah..walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..Pasrahkan lah aku dengan takdir mu..Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan..Adalah yang terbaik buat ku..Kerana engkau maha mengetahui..Segala yang baik buat hamba mu ini..

Ya Allah cukup lah hanya engkau menjadi pemeliharaku..di dunia dan diakhirat..dengkanlah rintihan hambamu yang daif ini..jangan lah biakan aku sendirian..di dunia ini mahupun diakhirat..menjurus aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran..Maka kurnikan lah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman..supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup..kejalan yang engkau redhai..dan kurnikanlah aku keturunan yang soleh..

Dan Allah, limpahkanlah rahmat serta sejahtarakanlah junjungan kami Muhammad, keluarga serta sahabat-sahabat Baginda.

This was a great article..thanks author for highlighting that when it mean to be,then it'll be..no matter what..everyone desire someone who will always be there when we really need someone to lean on..so on me..it's all that i ultimately want in life..but who knows what gonna happen in the future..but i strongly believe Allah knows the what the best for me..Tawakkaltu a'la Allah~

Alhamdulilah..it has been smooth sailing til then:)

hi dear folks..
i couldn't believe it’s been nearly a month since my last post..aside from the fact that i'm prety lazy to share stories,i'm also busy completing my research work.I'm glad that i'm finally found a shot to kickstart my thesis writing..bunch of task waiting and i try my best to settle it all on time..surely i hav to spend more time teaching myself anything and everything that I could get my hands on about my research scope..exploring everythin related to that..sounds complicated but seriously it's not..hee..great time to spread my own wings..yaww..eversince in today’s world, there is no excuse not to learn..i see myself in future as one d most successful woman and that's what i'm shootin at by now..so great effort needed here.

Many many thanks to Allah SWT who give me everything i need in life and also for granting me the right pathway of life..everything went smoothly as i wish it to be


wut a sleepy head..huarghh..need to get my butt off in here..till we meet again:)

Light up the sky

hey peeps..i've been neglectful of posting here for quite sometimes..apart of that,i need to do a comeback i guess..wuhuu..lotsa things to share n update..it's been a while since my last post..i'm x yet sharing wit u guys my trip to Singapore n Indonesia(again..and againn)..n oso my Eid celebration..n many mores..promise to update soonest..

I oso would like to share my little happiness, little cute moments with my great one..soon~

my soul rejoice!

Nothing to regret..great decision i've made afterall..i do pray everythin goes well for me..song by BCL, Hanya Untukmu touches me a lot:)

Rasanya tak ingin berakhir
Saat kita rasa bahagia
Hidup penuh misteri
Kadang sulit kita jalani
Takkan bisa sendiri
Meraih mimpi tanpa cintamu

Terlalu indah untuk dibayangkan
Terlalu manis untuk di kenang
Karena engkau ku ada di sini
Kau selalu ada di hatiku dan di cintaku

Terima kasih telah memilihku
kan ku jaga cintamu selamanya
Ku ‘kan selalu jadi yang terbaik
Melantunkan melodi terindah

Hanya untukmu

The storm inside me..omg

Wut a busy week i had but i'll alwiz ensure myself to find way for blogging..hee.Day seems busy as usual, but there's always a room for me to create something fun. I just came back from KL yesterday..done for raya shopping..whee.It's ald fifteen of Ramadhan..halfway to go before all muslim will celebrating Hari Raya..how fast time flies. I alwiz wish there were no sorrow, crying or maybe pain in this world at any point in my life. I'm getting better each day..thanx Allah for giving me the strength to counter all thie shortcoming. I hate being stereotype and i know everyone has their own way of saying and doing things but as far as I've concerned, straightforward is the best way..absolutely no beating around the bush..too good to be true..lol. I believe love doesn't have to hurt and showing it and living it has another story itself..and this time i think it is worth for me to wait since there's still few commitments still tag us along and we should give ourselves some space and time to settledown..well,i think it's not an issue here..all i can do now is making the best of it. It felt good typing all that out..I feel renewed and refreshed..he.Well,busy moment ahead..actually I have so much to blog about but seriously not enough time to..though there's something worth writing..huhu.Will try to with God willing..hav a great day,peeps~

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

Somewhere..somehow..someday

When i get hurt, sometimes it helps for me to just turn back for awhile and walk away.It gives me myself a moment to regain strength and clear my mind to help myself deal with the pain.Several times I feel like running away and just escaping from everything else..but i knew, no matter what I do, life do catches up on me. I wish I could post a more cheerful snapshot but recently i've been at hectic stage of life..so sorry peeps!!. People do say, if your spouse is spending more and more time with new “friend” then there is probably more to it than mere friendship.Whatever the reasons for the friendship, it’s a big warning sign and one you should take seriously.It is not a good to love someone who belongs to someone else coz it only lead to ruin their relationship.I'm not sure about where these feelings will take me but surely i have to erase everything and take over it.I’m not going to just leave everything hanging and i know I shouldn’t be feeling this and honestly i tried to avoid it, tried to ignore it and even distanced myself. I wanna be happy for him just like any good friend should feel and wut else could i be any happier. To whom it may concern,i'm truly sory for everything..it just happen beyond my circumstances but x worry..we r just friend and will always remain as friend..nothing more than that..too good to be true.
It’s still a long road ahead and my battle of life is not yet over but I know in God’s perfect time, things will be made perfect according to His will. There are things that are simply not meant to be no matter how much we try.If a relationship is truly meant for us, love will find a way to make it happen, and God will be there to make sure it will stay.Sometimes we just don’t realize that what we’re looking for is something we already have, we just couldn’t realize it and sometimes we just take for granted the people who matters to us the most..appreciate them before it’s too late..wink~

Back in action..more to come!

Alhamdulillah..we're on the fourth day of Ramadhan..how fast time flies..as for me,everything went well so far..few things to settle meantime..will undergo monthly sampling to Setiu river basin next week..yet i'm not done with my writing for research paper's publishing and so on presentation's material for the conference..oh my..October getting nearer and it scared me a lot..aiyayaaaa..pray Allah do give me strength to complete all this on time..so many commitments tag along me currently..yesterday i'm done with the flight tix booking to Indonesia..this gonna be my fourth visit to Jakarta/Bandung..getaway to Jakarta/Bandung such an annual activity for me..those places such a shopping heaven and the place where money flows like water..u'll regret much once u step in this place since u'll keep coming to this place..and this only apply to shopaholic like me..cautious needed here..whee..this time 14 other buddies would like to join me..sounds like rombongan che kiah to Indonesia..most of the che kiah's members are first timer and i really hope they will enjoy the trip and the shopping diseases will widespread them and they will keep repeating indonesia trip same like me..no harm..ahaaa..this coming trip seems to be full shopping trip and not much sightseeing but i intend to bring them visiting Taman Mini Indonesia Indah,Jakarta. We'll be covering Jakarta and Bandung's shopping places such as Factory Outlet Bandung, Pasar Baru Bandung, Paris Van Java, Alun-alun Bandung, Tanah Abang Jakarta, Mangga Dua Jakarta, Grand Indonesia Plaza and etc. There are hundred factory outlets in Bandung and the visit wouldn’t be complete if we don’t go to the Factory Outlet that they have there. If you love some branded goods like Miss Sixty, Levi's,Polo, GAP, Esprit, Guess n etc, then this is the place for you since most of those stuff are original. Last time,I bought the same clothes in Bandung that they have at the boutique here in KL but at a much cheaper price..woww..wut a great saving.Hope our 4 days 3 nights trip goes well as expected and insya-Allah our trip will be a memorable for all...will update u guys soon..grinnn~

Sunshine after the rain

I believe everything happens for a reason although i might not see it right away.No matter what i think or feel, the most important thing is i learn, accept and move forward in a way that benefits me..much better next time i don’t make someone a priority if they only make me an option. After all this while, i learn to be accepting, kind and forgiving to myself because thru it, i only able to be accepting, kind and forgiving to others.

Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak everyone:)

Ramadhan is here again.May this year be a blessed ramadhan kareem for all of us...moga kita semua mendapat keberkatan di bulan mulia ini.May Allah guide everyone to the right path and forgive us all.Once again, salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to all Muslim all over the world,happy fasting peeps...;)

..and it only happened today!

Feeling a little down today..passing by the emotional part of life..song by erra fazira realy fit me well currently..it's painful beyond belief..i know it will be better, just i don't know how to survive until then..time to move on..now i'll become a heartless person..it much better tat way,i guess~

Penaku menari mencoretkan
Sebuah puisi kelukaan
Gurindam jiwa
Cinta dan airmata
Di kamar hati ini
Masih ada sembunyi
Kenangan yang tak mampu
Ku lemparkan jauh

Penaku menari melakarkan
Gambar kesayuan masa silam
Tinta bersulam biru
Warna kerinduan
Berkaca jernih ingatanku
Biarpun dikau telah jauh
Dari pandanganku

Manisnya pertemuan
Pahitnya perpisahan
Segala kini tidak dapat
Untukku bahasakan
Semua kini kaku
Tiada lagu merdu
Setiap madah baris kata
Bukannya lagi buatmu

Kini berteman sepi
Kini aku sendiri
Suka dan duka
Dalam meniti gelombang
Kembara panjang

Jauh melangkah pergi
Tidak menoleh lagi
Kenangan silamku
Tinggal tertulis kini
Dalam sebuah puisi

Penaku menari membariskan
Puisi sebuah pengalaman
Gurindam jiwa cinta dan airmata
Di kamar sepi ini
Titisan membasahi
Dan aku tidak tahu
Pada siapakah untukku luah rasa