No more and no less

It's a rainy day in Terengganu for few days and it literally affect my health condition..me currently having flu, fever and cough..when it's raining, i felt like being at home and quickly think of sleeping, therefore my body starts feeling tired..oh my..really feel uncomfortable with the runny nose..affect me emotionally..sigh~

but I love the rain!

pray tat i'll fully recover soonest..lotsa tasks waiting..really need strength to complete them all. I'm grateful enuf tat all my loves one alwiz comes across me whenever I need some care, support and guidance.

Welcome 2011..goodbye 2010

Salam all..today is d last day of 2010..few hours to go for 2011 to arrive..i wish tat 2011 'll bring a better year for me..i didn't make any new year resolutions so far..yet good to b true,i usually don’t have a proper one since i find them so difficult to keep..but for dis year and ahead, i'm thinking to have short listed of resolutions that should be easy to keep and that will go a long way towards ensuring a successful year for me, surely with God's willing..hoyeahh..i wish that my new resolutions 'll hold up longer than those of the years past..amin

Guys..i'm wishing you a very happy new year 2011 and may you find happiness and prosperity all year thru..xoxo~

Memorable moments of 2010

At the end of the year, sometimes it's good to do the recap on the most happy and memorable moments which happened in 2010..moments to be remembered and surely to be treasured:)

1)Being a postgraduate student

Been registered end of December 2009..how fast time flies..it's ald been a year..went thru some hard time indeed but i keep reminding myself that great and hard works promise good end..my decision to set daily, weekly, and monthly goals can be considered as a good idea since my research is progressing well and work out even better..happy mode:..

2)Umrah & Ziarah

My greatest trip ever..thank you Allah for granting me comfort, safe, hassle free and smooth journey..looking forward to revisit this holy place in short time frame..with God willing..amin~

3)Beijing Trip

I also much admired all the ancients of China.Overall, this is the most awesome trip ever and it's my first time there as well ;)

4)Universal Studio Singapore quick trip

Bring back home an everlasting memory..great companions, great place..most enjoyable moments..welcoming Singapore city tour for next trip..2011's schedule..whee

5)Bandung-Jakarta vacation

Revisiting Jakarta/Bandung again,again and again..this time really a cik kiah's trip..13 pax all together with the same agenda..shopping..shopping.and shopping..he6)Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2010

All family's members were here on the most joyous day..my sister's 1st raya celebration with family after 3 years away to New Zealand..everyone's happy since our family finally complete..lalalala~7)Moving into new castle;p

Thanx mom and dad for the beautiful house..the worst part was to pack n unpack the stuff..bit tiring yet fun since our new house is spacious than the old one..like..like..like!

8)Medan Trip

I wasn’t excited at all to go to Medan at first place as i prefer Bandung/Jakarta more..but it exceeded my expectations and end up i had a great trip to Medan due to the sightseeing, more relaxing and good hospitality and food:)9)Perhentian Island Escape

My second island visit after Langkawi..great memories created here..this is the point where my relationship with UMT's buddy been tighten..best beach on island..thumbs up~10)Histoire d'amour

Wohoo..this can b remarks among the best part of my life so far..sometimes it's go0d to limit ur sight rather than broaden to see who among the peeps surround us that will stay when others went off..may i have a good start and i pray that there 'll be a blossom ends for my life..cheers~

Beat of my heart

How fast time flies, in few days we will be welcoming another year..2010 seems to be a good year for me..hopefully year ahead will b good as well..i'm not yet having any ideas about my new year resolution..that's why i'm eager to find out as well..predicted that i'm not going to have long listed resolution coz i'm afraid i might not accomplish any of it..huhu..enough to have only up to five resolutions..wuhuu..sometimes, it's true that its hard to live your life when your dreams are always so much better than reality..but there’s a lesson that i learned, everybody has moments of weakness in their life but there's also a moment of greatness tagging us along..it just d matter of time frame.

The best is yet to be..:big smile~

Yesterday,i did a blog walking in order to fill my leisure..i came across one blog,sharing an entry entitled 'Doa untuk kekasih'..the contents was so0 in too deep..so i juz share wit u guys here..special credit to the owner;

Dengan nama Allah yang Pemurah dan Penyayang. Segala Puji bagi Allah Tuhan Seru Sekelian alam. Ya Allah, kurniakanlah rahmat dan sejahtera atas penghulu kami Muhammad serta keluarga dan sahabatnya

Ya Allah seandainya telah engkau catatkan..Dia milik ku..Tercipta buatku..satukan lah hatinya dengan hatiku..Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami..agar kemesraan itu abadi..Dan Ya Allah..Ya Tuhanku yang maha pengasih..seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini..ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi..

Tetapi Ya Allah seandainya telah engkau takdirkan..dia bukan milik ku..bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku..Luputkan lah dia dalam ingatan ku..dan peliharahlah aku dalam kekecewaan..

Serta Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yang maha mengerti..berikanlah aku kekuatan..Melontarkan bayangan nye jauh ke dada langit hilang bersama senja nan merah..Agar ku bias bahagia..walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya..

Dan Ya Allah yang tercinta..Gantikanlah yang telah hilang ..Tumbuhkan lah kembali yang telah patah..walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..Pasrahkan lah aku dengan takdir mu..Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan..Adalah yang terbaik buat ku..Kerana engkau maha mengetahui..Segala yang baik buat hamba mu ini..

Ya Allah cukup lah hanya engkau menjadi pemeliharaku..di dunia dan diakhirat..dengkanlah rintihan hambamu yang daif ini..jangan lah biakan aku sendirian..di dunia ini mahupun diakhirat..menjurus aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran..Maka kurnikan lah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman..supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup..kejalan yang engkau redhai..dan kurnikanlah aku keturunan yang soleh..

Dan Allah, limpahkanlah rahmat serta sejahtarakanlah junjungan kami Muhammad, keluarga serta sahabat-sahabat Baginda.

This was a great article..thanks author for highlighting that when it mean to be,then it'll be..no matter what..everyone desire someone who will always be there when we really need someone to lean on..so on me..it's all that i ultimately want in life..but who knows what gonna happen in the future..but i strongly believe Allah knows the what the best for me..Tawakkaltu a'la Allah~

Alhamdulilah..it has been smooth sailing til then:)

hi dear folks..
i couldn't believe it’s been nearly a month since my last post..aside from the fact that i'm prety lazy to share stories,i'm also busy completing my research work.I'm glad that i'm finally found a shot to kickstart my thesis writing..bunch of task waiting and i try my best to settle it all on time..surely i hav to spend more time teaching myself anything and everything that I could get my hands on about my research scope..exploring everythin related to that..sounds complicated but seriously it's not..hee..great time to spread my own wings..yaww..eversince in today’s world, there is no excuse not to learn..i see myself in future as one d most successful woman and that's what i'm shootin at by now..so great effort needed here.

Many many thanks to Allah SWT who give me everything i need in life and also for granting me the right pathway of life..everything went smoothly as i wish it to be


wut a sleepy head..huarghh..need to get my butt off in here..till we meet again:)

Light up the sky

hey peeps..i've been neglectful of posting here for quite sometimes..apart of that,i need to do a comeback i guess..wuhuu..lotsa things to share n update..it's been a while since my last post..i'm x yet sharing wit u guys my trip to Singapore n Indonesia(again..and againn)..n oso my Eid celebration..n many mores..promise to update soonest..

I oso would like to share my little happiness, little cute moments with my great one..soon~

my soul rejoice!

Nothing to regret..great decision i've made afterall..i do pray everythin goes well for me..song by BCL, Hanya Untukmu touches me a lot:)

Rasanya tak ingin berakhir
Saat kita rasa bahagia
Hidup penuh misteri
Kadang sulit kita jalani
Takkan bisa sendiri
Meraih mimpi tanpa cintamu

Terlalu indah untuk dibayangkan
Terlalu manis untuk di kenang
Karena engkau ku ada di sini
Kau selalu ada di hatiku dan di cintaku

Terima kasih telah memilihku
kan ku jaga cintamu selamanya
Ku ‘kan selalu jadi yang terbaik
Melantunkan melodi terindah

Hanya untukmu

The storm inside me..omg

Wut a busy week i had but i'll alwiz ensure myself to find way for blogging..hee.Day seems busy as usual, but there's always a room for me to create something fun. I just came back from KL yesterday..done for raya shopping..whee.It's ald fifteen of Ramadhan..halfway to go before all muslim will celebrating Hari Raya..how fast time flies. I alwiz wish there were no sorrow, crying or maybe pain in this world at any point in my life. I'm getting better each day..thanx Allah for giving me the strength to counter all thie shortcoming. I hate being stereotype and i know everyone has their own way of saying and doing things but as far as I've concerned, straightforward is the best way..absolutely no beating around the bush..too good to be true..lol. I believe love doesn't have to hurt and showing it and living it has another story itself..and this time i think it is worth for me to wait since there's still few commitments still tag us along and we should give ourselves some space and time to settledown..well,i think it's not an issue here..all i can do now is making the best of it. It felt good typing all that out..I feel renewed and refreshed..he.Well,busy moment ahead..actually I have so much to blog about but seriously not enough time to..though there's something worth writing..huhu.Will try to with God willing..hav a great day,peeps~

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

Somewhere..somehow..someday

When i get hurt, sometimes it helps for me to just turn back for awhile and walk away.It gives me myself a moment to regain strength and clear my mind to help myself deal with the pain.Several times I feel like running away and just escaping from everything else..but i knew, no matter what I do, life do catches up on me. I wish I could post a more cheerful snapshot but recently i've been at hectic stage of life..so sorry peeps!!. People do say, if your spouse is spending more and more time with new “friend” then there is probably more to it than mere friendship.Whatever the reasons for the friendship, it’s a big warning sign and one you should take seriously.It is not a good to love someone who belongs to someone else coz it only lead to ruin their relationship.I'm not sure about where these feelings will take me but surely i have to erase everything and take over it.I’m not going to just leave everything hanging and i know I shouldn’t be feeling this and honestly i tried to avoid it, tried to ignore it and even distanced myself. I wanna be happy for him just like any good friend should feel and wut else could i be any happier. To whom it may concern,i'm truly sory for everything..it just happen beyond my circumstances but x worry..we r just friend and will always remain as friend..nothing more than that..too good to be true.
It’s still a long road ahead and my battle of life is not yet over but I know in God’s perfect time, things will be made perfect according to His will. There are things that are simply not meant to be no matter how much we try.If a relationship is truly meant for us, love will find a way to make it happen, and God will be there to make sure it will stay.Sometimes we just don’t realize that what we’re looking for is something we already have, we just couldn’t realize it and sometimes we just take for granted the people who matters to us the most..appreciate them before it’s too late..wink~