Unbreak my heart

I promised that I will write regularly..hehe..da bersawang da blog ku..lack of time to update mine..hmm...not really about the time constraint,it's really all about mood of writing...ilham kekadang x muncul,..heee. It’s funny how life does loop the loops, twists and dips. But no matter how the ride throws me I always move forward..day seems like to be a long period to go through..i dun know where to start but what's the most is my heart already broken into two..i don't want to point to someone that used to be my other half but what i am today is because of him.

It was dramatic when i just realized that he wasn't the right one for me. I've thought about this..this is what life looks like..now me myself will work hard to the wounds and scars that has left on my heart. The most important thing that I have learned is that I can't change other people, but I can change myself..I know the longer the relationship lasted, the longer it will take for me to heal. The first few days will be very difficult, but i know it will get less and less painful as time goes on...time to move on

"Where love is concerned, too much is not even enough.” - Pierre-Augustin de Beaumarchais

Chaotic mind..sighhh~

hi all...today i'm not deeply in a good mood..emotional breakdown maybe..huh..i keep listening to sentimental music..every music of love tat i listen to telling stories about the pain and sorrow of unfulfilled love..does love have to hurt??I keep questioning myself...love and passion unlock so many feelings that it's hard to describe them all..it only can be feel deep inside our heart..love is not supposed to hurt..love is wonderful and it should be that way..sighh~

UK and Dubai trip 2009~part 3

UK and Dubai trip 2009~part 2

UK and Dubai trip 2009~part 1

I'm lucky enough to travel quite a lot this year.In February - travel to Indonesia with my besties, early July- travel alone to New Zealand and early November - travel to United Kingdom and Dubai with my beloved parents. My parents were going to my uncle's convocation in Glasgow, then i were tagged along. We took Emirates airlines since my uncle work with Emirates so we able to get special price for the ticket..not really a big cut but it much more cheaper than flying with MAS. Since we fly with Emirates so we were going to Dubai for transit.
We left Dubai for Glasgow at 7.25 am Monday and got there at 11 am Glasgow time. My uncle fetch us and drop us at the hotel somewhere in Argile Street. The hotel was named Alexander Thompson Hotel.











We had a great time. It was really nice to get out of the city to see some of the Scottish countryside.

I really need a serious diet..=(

OMG...i was damnly shocked when i got up the weight scale...i put on some weight..hmm..i dun think it's quite a small number..4 kgs since hari raya celebration...this is all due to heavy food that i took during hari raya...I personally have a huge appetite..there's so much open house to attend...most every house serve lemang,ketupat,sate,nasi dagang and others..and also kuih raya..there were countless type of kuih raya that i can see during hari raya..this all food that i'm craving for..fuhh..i'm pretty sure that i already can't fit my jeans..and also some of my dress..i can feel fats deposited all over my body...i make up my mind to start dieting...control all the foods flow in..do some exercise to burn down the calories..to lose weight,i have to plan out healthy weight loss diets in such a manner that the energy intake from food must be less than the energy output from food.Besides,i also have try to center around the habit of eating healthy foods that'll let me enjoy nutrients as well as cause to lose weight and stay lean...so,my diet is on the go...until i reach back previous weight...yeeha

Master degree,,,is it a right choice??

Fuhh...life is not that easy as ABC or 123..wuteva it is life must go on..after completing my degree,wut's up next..either working or continue my study to the next level..after keep thinking for quite some time,i come to final decision..master's degree is the next logical step to take...right time to start..grinn:.

.:primary schoolmatez gath:.

Hi all..how's life going?Hopefully all of u having a bright and sunny day..hee..hari raya normally is the best time for gathering..i grab this chance to organize a small gathering wit my good old day buddies,Ieka,Sikin,Noni and Najwa..they are all my primary school friends...pretty long time didn't meet each other..almost 10 years maybe...fuhh...wut a long time..we having our great time at my primary's school teacher's house,somewhere in Tumpat,Kelantan..lotz of stuff to share with..i'm totally happy with the meeting...everyone has been succeed with flying colours..really can't wait for next meeting...hopefully all members of 6 Anggerrik'99 can join..iA

From left; Najwa,Ieka,me,Sikin and Noni

Us with greatez teacher ever,Cikgu Khabsah

Dina's wedding

hi all...last hari raya aidilfitri,i went to my bestie wedding somewhere in Pasir Puteh,Kelantan..it was an awesome ceremony..very happening since she is the eldest child in the family..the theme that they carry out along the ceremony was pink..wut a great colour ait..i'm also wearing pink tat day...wut a coincidence...I am so proud of Dina and I wish her every good fortune in a new chapter in her life.

The reception was much meaningful with the present of my other besties...we didn't meet each other for quite some times..thanx dina coz ur reception indirectly gather us back together again..we had lots of fun that day..Ain,Nisa,Aina,Ondex,Ainul,Nuya,Yatt,Tantty,Balqis and yan..really miss u all and how times flies..we are all now in an interchange phase of life..throughout the day I kept saying to myself “I cannot believe we are here already!”

My dearez Dina got married to this sweetest guy,Fadzeli. At one point I felt guilty of feeling jealous since she had a new 'best friend'..ouchh..haha..but that didn't last long for I was more happy for her to have found a guy who's just perfect..me myself with the bride...we heart pink!!

My bestie’s married. Wait, let me say that again..Dina Is Married!

my bestfren ever,miss ainz..

me with the hantaran..amek berkat...ngee

Diena dearest, congratulations my friend. You deserve so much happiness in ur life..Fazly is an incredibly fortunate man to have you in his corner..ur big day was totally amazing..looking forward to hear next miracle in ur life dear=)