Sunday, December 13, 2009

Unbreak my heart

I promised that I will write regularly..hehe..da bersawang da blog ku..lack of time to update mine..hmm...not really about the time constraint,it's really all about mood of writing...ilham kekadang x muncul,..heee. It’s funny how life does loop the loops, twists and dips. But no matter how the ride throws me I always move forward..day seems like to be a long period to go through..i dun know where to start but what's the most is my heart already broken into two..i don't want to point to someone that used to be my other half but what i am today is because of him.

It was dramatic when i just realized that he wasn't the right one for me.
I've thought about this..this is what life looks like..now me myself will work hard to the wounds and scars that has left on my heart. The most important thing that I have learned is that I can't change other people, but I can change myself..I know the longer the relationship lasted, the longer it will take for me to heal. The first few days will be very difficult, but i know it will get less and less painful as time goes on...time to move on


"Where love is concerned, too much is not even enough.” - Pierre-Augustin de Beaumarchais

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Chaotic mind..sighhh~

hi all...today i'm not deeply in a good mood..emotional breakdown maybe..huh..i keep listening to sentimental music..every music of love tat i listen to telling stories about the pain and sorrow of unfulfilled love..does love have to hurt??I keep questioning myself...love and passion unlock so many feelings that it's hard to describe them all..it only can be feel deep inside our heart..love is not supposed to hurt..love is wonderful and it should be that way..sighh~