I'm getting better each day

Hey people..it's already February..how fast the time flies..me myself pretty busy lately..spending most of my time in the lab,running the test for water samples..keep learning, exploring and figuring..it's all for the sake of my future..my current goal to be accomplished is become DR Izyan in three years time..pray for me..hee..many thanx to my buddies,yati and shida for lending their hand to me..i'm more adaptable to the new environment now..no harm..wut a good sign.

My life is much much better now on..my decision to be out of his life for good is considerably the best one..sometimes it's good to be short and to the point. I used to be awful, but i keep trying to point out a few positive things to make me myself feel better. I'm not the person who able to hold on a little longer by being more accommodating or by compromising because my thought is that the core of a happy relationship which is not there normally wouldn't last.

Now on,what's the best thing to do is figure out what i want in a guy then go out and look for guys with those qualities or at least someone me myself compatible with..stop settling please. So its better to be selective and know what i want and what my goals are. Not a problem yet I know but it gets more complicated than that..hee.

The best way to learn about anyone before a relationship, is to be friends with them. It's a must before i start to commit. I longed for someone who is a husband-material and doesn't only want a physical contact with me. As long as i don't commit to anyone, it's better keep my feelings locked inside because I'm honestly afraid of getting hurt. And even then, it's the fact that a person named man is known to use women..so true ait??Gosh...am i too overanalyze...hmm

Now, it's the right time for me to sit down, clear my head and think with my brain, not with my feelings..stay single until i able to figure out who i like the most..oh my..this all is really typical.

Sometimes we are our own best therapists!!